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06 May 2016 @ 12:29 pm
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karen
12 February 2017 @ 12:35 am
Title: H(e)ar(t)d To Get
Length: Oneshot
Genre: Romance, Violence
Warning: GORE & CHARACTER DEATH
Pairing: YunJae
Summary: Yunho thinks Jaejoong is playing hard to get, but the eager man will do whatever it takes to get the heart of the one he’s chasing after.
A/N: Enjoy reading! The title can be read as HARD or HEART to Get. That's the 'best' title I could ever think of. *u*

[(Yunho knows it. He is sure that Jaejoong feels the same way about him.)]

Yunho knows it. He is sure that Jaejoong feels the same way about him.

He barely spends his time with his friends anymore ever since he met Jaejoong. He had been following the man his crushing on for months like a lost puppy.

To him, Jaejoong is his everything. He makes his day happy when they got to spend time together, alone. Just them, no one else.

Yoochun and Donghae, his two best friends invited him to catch up since they’ve been busy with work and barely spends time with each other because Yunho often hangs out with them. Unfortunately, Yunho still won’t be with them for long.

“Hey guys! I’ll go now.” Yunho told them.

Yoochun took a bite of the cookie he bought and looked baffled at his friend. “You weren’t even with us for like 20 minutes and you’re leaving already.”

“Um… Jaejoong.”

Donghae rolled his eyes. “Yeah of course it’s about him again.”

“Gotta be careful now. Someone might get near him.” Yunho chuckled, patting both of his friends’ back. “Bye guys.”

“He didn’t even answer you yet.” Donghae said a little above a whisper, shaking his head.

“They aren’t even official yet and Yunho’s acting like a possessive boyfriend towards Jaejoong.” Donghae whispered so that Yunho won’t hear him.

“What’s that?”

“Uh, what I’m trying to say is that go on and take care buddy.”

Yunho nodded. “Okay then, I’ll go.”

“That’s what I’ve been telling our other friends!” Yoochun exclaimed, making the other customers look at their direction.

“Keep it down will you?”

“I’m sorry.” Yoochun apologized. “But really, he’s been acting weird nowadays.”

“Yeah. I’ve heard him one time murmuring something.”

“Really? What did he say?”

“I can’t understand him.”

“Something really is weird; the way he looks at people who stares at Jaejoong is really creepy. It looks like he wanted to take them down already.”

“There are actually more but I can’t explain it.”

“Donghae, do you think there is something wrong with Yunho?”
o-o-o

“You’re finally going to answer Yunho, aren’t you?” his friend, Changmin started the conversation. The latter has been the one Jaejoong is talking with about Yunho. He tells him everything, about what Yunho does to him and what he feels towards him. Jaejoong sometimes seeks advice from him, but of course none it were followed by him. “Are you sure about him?”

Jaejoong took a sip of his coffee before nodding in agreement. “Um… yes.”

“Congrats.” the taller man told him. “After almost a year of courting you. I don’t know why you made him wait that long if you already know that you feel the same way as well.”

Jaejoong rested his chin on his palm, elbow on the round table and thought carefully. “I just wanted to know him more of course.” At first he didn’t really like him because he thought that Yunho was just playing pranks on him. He have had enough of people messing up with his feelings, but he realized as time went by that Yunho is different from them. “I can’t just say yes to him immediately. I have to know if he’s actually serious about me or not.”

“After a year, what do you think?”

“He is serious. He really is.” Jaejoong smiled, biting his lower lip.

“Okay, but you know what? I have to be honest with you.” Changmin leaned closer to him. “He looks really scary when you introduced him to us. He looked so jealous of us. You’re not even a real couple yet and he acts so possessive.”

Jaejoong just shrugged. “Junsu told me the same thing.”

“You can’t blame us.” Changmin and Junsu were really bothered at how Jaejoong’s suitor looked at them when they first saw each other. All they saw was pure jealousy in his eyes when they were talking to their friend.

“Aren’t you and Junsu happy for me?”

“We are happy for you, Jaejoong.”

“You don’t seem like it.”

“Jaejoong, we are happy that you finally have someone you can rely, not counting me and Junsu. We’re happy that you’re starting to open up with other people and that you’re finally ready to love again.” his friend tried to explain to him carefully. “It’s just that… he’s…”

“He’s what?…”

He’s a lunatic, he tried to blurt out but decided not to for he knows that Jaejoong will be mad at him. “Nevermind.”

“Why are you all telling me this?”

“Giving you a warning I guess.”

Jaejoong pinched his friend’s cheek, laughing at he just told him. “You’re too funny.”

“Just tell us if he ever hurts you. We’ll break his neck if he does.”

“I doubt you will because I know he won’t do that to me. He’s such a sweetheart you know?” Jaejoong felt his cheeks blushed, recalling the moments where Yunho does things that makes his heart does weird somersaults. “He’s the sweetest, the loveliest and the most caring person I ever met. I really wish that he’s the one. Well I actually can feel it.”

Changmin rolled his eyes when he heard those sugary compliments on the notorious Jung Yunho Jaejoong is talking about. “You compliment him too much.” he grunted, gulping down the rest of his drink. “You always tell me that every time we talk about him.”

“I’m just telling you the truth.”

“You like everything about him?” Changmin asked him, emphasizing the word everything. “As in everything? Don’t you notice that he’s a little bit possessive?”

Jaejoong looked at him puzzled. “I do think he is, but I think that it’s cute.”

“And when did being possessive become cute?”

Jaejoong ignored the question and changed the topic. “I don’t know why you are being so hard on him.”

“Oh yeah, why would I even bother explaining my opinion if you’re going to defend him anyway.”

“I am going to set a date wherein you and Junsu can meet him.” Jaejoong and rubbed his hands and noticed the facial expression his friend just did. “Don’t make that face, Changmin. I just want you guys to know him better.”

When Changmin didn’t say anything, he continued, “He makes me feel special. He makes me feel like I’m the most special person in his life and I like that kind of feeling.” Jaejoong sighed, his whole face being red again just by thinking of Yunho. “I’ve been waiting for this kind of feeling for God knows how long.”

“If that’s what makes you happy, then so be it.” Changmin sighed in defeat; not wanting to make any arguments with his friend. “I’m sorry if I sound like I’m badmouthing your future boyfriend.”

“Just promise me that you’ll when I call you and Junsu to meet him, okay?”

“Okay.” his friend just simply answered.

“I love him. I love Yunho.”
o-o-o


“Do you want to go inside?” Jaejoong asked, opening the door widely.

“Yeah sure.”

Jaejoong was on his way home when he bumped into Yunho. But the latter actually did it on purpose so that he can send him home.

When Yunho left Yoochun and Donghae at the café, he actually followed where Jaejoong was supposed to go. He saw him hanging out with his friend Changmin. They saw them but didn’t hear what they were talking about.

Jaejoong placed his bag on his room first before leading Yunho on his kitchen. “Have you eaten dinner already?”

“Not yet. I can cook for you.” he suggested.

“Really? You can cook for me?”

“Sure. Just tell me what’s available in your fridge.”

“Just a vegetable soup will do, I’m fine with it.”

“Okay then.”

“It’s still kind of early actually. Maybe I can call Changmin and tell him to come here so that you can know each other well. I can’t Junsu over since he has work tonight.”

Changmin

Junsu


Those names again. He doesn’t want to hear those names. He doesn’t like them. He doesn’t like the way they sit so close to Jaejoong. He doesn’t want to share Jaejoong with anyone else.

Jaejoong noticed that Yunho is being quiet, just chopping the vegetables and barely saying anything. Usually, the latter would be the one starting the conversation and thinks that maybe he’s not just feeling well.

“I’ll just get my phone at my room.”

Jaejoong went to his room and grabbed his bag to get his phone. When he turned around, Yunho was standing in front of his room.

“Yunho, you scared me!” he jumped from his spot, surprised to see an angry looking Yunho… with a knife on his hand. It looked scary, but just ignored it at first. “Do you need anything?”

“What are you doing?”

“I’ll call Changmin. I’ll just ask him if he wants to…”

Yunho didn’t even let Jaejoong finish his sentence. “Stop mentioning his name!” he shouted, his breath becoming uneven. “I don’t want you to say his name.”

“Why not? He’s my friend. What is wrong with you?”

“I said don’t!”

“Yunho why are you acting like this?!” asked Jaejoong, completely bewildered by the way Yunho is acting and acting him such questions and the knife on his hand still scaring the fuck out of him.

“You should stop seeing him!” Yunho dropped the knife on the bed and grabbed Jaejoong harshly by the arm. He pushed Jaejoong against his bed; his bruising grip on Jaejoong is making the latter hiss in pain. “Are you just playing with my feelings?” he asked desperately, his breath shaking in annoyance. He felt like Jaejoong wanted someone else instead of him. That can’t be, he thought. He believes that Jaejoong is his and will forever be his. “Were you just playing my feelings, huh Jaejoong?!”

“P-please s-s-stop…” Jaejoong pleaded as his lips trembled, the nervousness apparent in his voice. Why is Yunho acting like this? He has never seen him act like this before. “Yunho please stop.”

Yunho’s expression was a mixture of anger and jealousy.

He suddenly remembered what Changmin told him.

He looks really scary.

“Yunho it hurts… p-please s-ss-top this.” he begged, trying to push Yunho away with all his might but the man above is just too strong.

“You’re playing my feelings Jaejoong!” Yunho the pissed man growled. “You’re hurting my feelings!”

“No, Yunho I don’t.” Jaejoong sobbed, tears were beginning to blur his vision. Why was this happening to him? Why is this happening to Yunho? Just when he’s ready to be with him for real, this all happens.

Jaejoong kicked Yunho’s stomach that made him fall into his back. He grabbed the chance to escape and ask for help. He stood up and ran to his door but Yunho was too fast.

“You’re not going anywhere.”

“HELP!” Jaejoong screamed. He was pushed again by Yunho on his bed.

Yunho covered Jaejoong’s mouth with his palm and his other hand on Jaejoong’s neck. He took the knife beside Jaejoong and stabbed the man underneath him in the chest. He coughed blood and felt his arms weaken and his body limp; he wasn’t able to stop him anymore. Yunho repeated it several times, creating a very deep cut in his chest. Feelings of anger and jealousy clouding his mind. Blood oozed out from Jaejoong’s stabbed chest, the crimson liquid staining his bed sheets, blood still coming out from his mouth.

Jaejoong’s shirt soaking wet with his own blood, his body looked paler, paler than he ever was.

Yunho stared at Jaejoong’s lifeless body for a while and then immediately went to the kitchen to look for something. He rummaged around all of Jaejoong’s cupboards. After a minute or so of searching, he found a clear empty jar and went back on the room of the man he just killed.

He took of Jaejoong’s shirt and made the cut even longer and deeper. Longer and deeper enough to see his heart.

Jaejoong’s heart.

Yunho took Jaejoong’s heart with his hand, taking it away from Jaejoong’s body. He smiles as he does it. Still smiling when he put his heart inside the jar. Blood dripping on the walls of the container.

Laughing as he looks at it. Yunho’s right hand is covered with blood.

“Your heart is mine Jaejoong-ah.” he placed the jar on the bedside table and sat beside Jaejoong’s body.

He hugged Jaejoong’s body and kissed his forehead, caressing Jaejoong’s cheeks with his bloodied hands. “I love you baby.” he sang as he rocked his body back and forth.

“You’re mine. Only mine.” he muffled on Jaejoong’s hair. “I love you so much baby.”

He won’t worry about chasing after him anymore. Yunho finally got Jaejoong’s heart.


☆☆★☆★



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→ I have no idea why this plot happened in my head :D My first time writing a fic like this so yeah.... Hope you some enjoyed reading this, maybe? Let me know your thoughts ♥

 
 
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karen
30 January 2017 @ 12:21 am
Title: River Rendezvous
Length: Oneshot
Rating: PG
Pairing: YunJae
Genre: Fluff, Romance
Summary: Jaejoong spends the last hours of his 32nd birthday with his dearly beloved along the Han River.


[(“In some people’s eyes it is, in our hearts it’s not.”)]
2 hours.



Number of hours before his birthday ends. Just a few more hours to celebrate it. A few more hours to be with someone who he wants to spend his birthday the most. There they were, standing beside each other in Han River Park. Just enjoying each other’s presence since it been months since they last saw each other.



The coolness of the wind made their bodies shiver, albeit their jackets are already thick and the layer of clothing they have.



Jaejoong wondered why of all places, they know it’s risky, but this is his ideal date. Walking near Han River.



They wanted to do so much more than just strolling around the park. There are a lot of activities that they can do along the Han River, like riding bikes, inline skating, camping and a lot more.



But they were Yunho and Jaejoong.



Yunho and Jaejoong who some people think that they aren’t allowed to see each other or be together. Yunho and Jaejoong who some people think that their names aren’t allowed to be in a sentence together. Yunho and Jaejoong who some people think that they are still mad at each other and that if they were rumored to be spending their time together some fans will feel that they are betrayed.



But there are times wherein they won’t just give a fuck about it, because they want to be who they wanted to be.



“Are you sure no one has followed us?” Yunho looked around them, searching if there are any suspicious following them.



“Well I hope so. Honestly, there are eyes everywhere nowadays.” answered Jaejoong, leaning on his boyfriend’s shoulder. “I have to show you something.” Jaejoong fished his phone out of his pocket and smiled while looking at his phone. “Here it is. How do I look?”



It was the edited picture of Jaejoong wherein he is wearing a wedding dress with a long brown hair.



Yunho took the phone from Jaejoong’s hand and looked at the edited picture of Jaejoong in a wedding gown. “Where did you get this?”



“Hmm.. Somewhere in instagram.”



“Don’t tell me you posted this.”



“I did.”



“Jaejoong are you trying to—”



“But then I deleted it right after. Apparently some fans didn’t like it.” Jaejoong pouted, brushing his hair as he sighed. “It was just for fun.”



“Just ignore them.” Yunho held his hand to comfort him. “It hasn’t been a month since you got out of the army but you’re full of surprises already.”



“Like?” Jaejoong asked, wondering what Yunho meant by his surprises.



“The ‘ahh so cute!’ on my picture when I was still a kid.”



“How did you—”



Yunho immediately cut his sentence. “Doesn’t matter. You really can’t help yourself when it comes to me, can you?”



“But you are really cute on that picture!” Jaejoong exclaimed as he stood in front of Yunho.



“Be quiet. Someone might hear you.” hushed his boyfriend, intertwining his hands with Jaejoong’s. The warmth of his lover’s hand made him feel ease the pain from the coldness of the weather.



“Is there anything else?” asked Jaejoong, making Yunho looked at him with a puzzled look. Seeing that there is no response from him, he repeated his question. “Are you still going to add something?”



“Ohh, of course there is still something I am going to add from your surprises. It also happened in your concert, your infamous line of wanting a handsome boyfriend.” Yunho answered him, emphasizing the last three words with a mocking tone, making Jaejoong laughed out loud. He wanted Jaejoong to know that he’s not amused by it. “Why? Am I not handsome enough for you?”



Jaejoong pinched his cheek before kissing it. He loves it when his boyfriend is acting jealous. “Were you jealous?” snickered Jaejoong, loving the way Yunho’s face turned into a slightly annoyed one.



“No, I’m not jealous.” Yunho answered nonchalantly.



“Oh really?”



“I have everything you could ask for. You’ve already got the most handsome boyfriend of them all.” he faced Jaejoong, wiggling his eyebrows.



“You’re so full of yourself.”



“You know that it’s true so…” Yunho looked to his left and right first to make sure that no one is watching them before leaning forward to claim Jaejoong’s soft pink lips. He cupped his boyfriend’s cheeks with his hand. The hood of their jackets still covering their head. Jaejoong’s arms wrapping his arms around the taller man’s neck, as if not wanting him to let go. Yunho pulled Jaejoong closer to his body to deepen the contact of their kiss, his hand caressing the back of Jaejoong’s neck and the other one on his waist.



Just when their kiss was about to become more intense, both of them pulled back, still panting from the lack of air from kissing each other. They looked at each other’s eyes intently.



“Someone might see us.” Jaejoong whispered. “I’m sorry.”



Yunho caressed his cheeks. “Don’t be.”



“Thank you.”



“I’m still waiting for the day wherein I won’t hide you anymore. That I already can tell everyone how much I love you.” Yunho told him, his voice full of hope and trembled a little. “I am wishing that we won’t be forever like this, hiding everything like what we’re doing is something forbidden.”



“In some people’s eyes it is, in our hearts it’s not.” As soon as Jaejoong finished his sentence, tears started flowing and his lower lip quivered. “I feel as the same way you feel Yunho.”



“Don’t cry my love.” Yunho comforted him, wrapping his arms around him. Smiling with tears in his eyes as well. “Happy birthday again.”



Jaejoong snuggled into his arms, completely happy with how his 32nd birthday ends with a certain Jung Yunho by his side. He felt the warm embrace surrounding him, making him feel calm and safe. He believes that someday, someday they won’t hide their love from the world. They’ll just have to wait for the right time to come.

☆☆★☆★



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karen
20 January 2017 @ 12:52 am
Title: Moldir on the Floor
Length: Drabble
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Romance
Pairing: YunJae
Summary: Yunho sings Jaejoong his own version of "Versace on the Floor".
A/N: Hope you'll enjoy reading! The song isn't mine, all credit goes to Bruno Mars and friends. I am so in love with this song.  I've been listening to it nonstop. ♥


[("Let's just till we're naked, Jaejoong.")]
“Is that Versace on the Floor?” asked Jaejoong when he heard Yunho humming a song after he just got out of the shower. “I didn’t know you like that song.”



Yunho nodded, smiling at him. “Yes it is. I hear that song everywhere, so it has been playing in my head all the time. The song’s really nice.”



“I know. I’ve been hearing it too everywhere.”



“I have my own version of it. Do you want to hear it?” Yunho suggested, a playful smirk can be seen across his face. Yunho hugged him from behind, pulling him closer to his body and tugged on the hem of Jaejoong’s shirt. His white ‘keepthefaith’ moldir shirt. The one that Yunho loves the most. He grabbed his phone and looked for the song in his music playlist and started singing along with the singer.



“Let’s take our time tonight, Jae. Above us all the stars are watching. There’s no place I’d rather be in this world. Your eyes are where I’m lost in.” Yunho sang as he looked at Jaejoong’s eyes intently, drowning him with his lovely gazes.



“Underneath the chandelier, we’re dancing all alone. There’s no reason to hide, what we’re feeling inside right now.”



Jaejoong cupped his boyfriend’s cheeks in his hands and kissed him deeply. “What’s with you?” he asked, giggling at Yunho’s antics. He loves this side of him, being cute and a complete idiot. His one and only lovely idiot.



Yunho just shrugged and continued singing. “So Jaejoong let’s just turn down the lights and close the door. Oooh I love that shirt but you won’t need it anymore. No you won’t need it no more.” Jaejoong bit his lower lip, knowing what the next line would be.



“Let’s just kiss till we’re naked, Jaejoong.” Yunho gently removed Jaejoong’s short over his head and dropped the piece of clothing. “Moldir on the floor.”



Jaejoong controlled himself from laughing too hard by covering his hand. He didn’t expect that line from Yunho.



“Oooh take it off for me, for me, for me, for me now babe. Moldir on the floor. Oooh take it off for me, for me, for me, for me now Jae.”



Yunho wrapped his arms around Jaejoong’s warm body and walked towards the other side of their bed as the song continued playing.



“I’ll take of your shirt and look at you, and then I’ll kiss your neck and shoulders. No don’t be afraid to show it off I’ll be right here ready to hold you.”



Jaejoong closed his eyes and just listen carefully to Yunho’s voice. He doesn’t just love Yunho’s rapping and dancing skills, but of course his singing voice as well. There something is magical about his boyfriend’s voice when he sings, and he just doesn’t know how to explain it.



“Babe you know you’re perfect from your head down to your heels. Don’t be confused by my smile ‘cause I ain’t ever been more for real, for real. So just turn down the lights and close the door. Oooh I love that shirt but you won’t need it anymore. No you won’t need it no more. Let’s just kiss till we’re naked Jaejoong. Moldir on the floor.”



“You sound ridiculous and sexy at the same time, and I love it so much.” Jaejoong whispered on his boyfriend’s ear, putting his arms around Yunho’s neck.



Yunho gently laid Jaejoong down trailing heated kisses along his chest and collarbone. Jaejoong wrapped his arms around his boyfriend’s neck, trying to deepen the contact as they locked their lips. His hands slid up his waist, gently caressing it. Tongue slipping in between Jaejoong’s parted two swollen lips. Jaejoong entwined his fingers on Yunho’s hair as they continued to kiss.



As soon as the instrumental part in the song started, Yunho broke the contact of their body, stood up and started untangling the knot of the bathrobe, revealing his tan body and his boyfriend’s ever favorite squishy tummy as he did a body wave while removing the robe and falling down right next to his feet.



Jaejoong blushed and smiled, loving everything that he is witnessing at the moment. Yunho’s sexy dance will always be his weakness.



Yunho immediately pushed Jaejoong down the bed once again and hover over him. Showering him kisses for the umpteenth time. (It’s warmin’ up.) “Can you feel it?” (It’s warmin’ up.) “Can you feel it?” (It’s warmin’ up.) “Can you feel it, baby?”(It’s warmin’ up.)



“Seems like you’re ready for more, more, more. Let’s just kiss till we’re naked. Oooh Moldir on the floor.”



As the song continued playing, both of them were still in each other’s arms. Kisses everywhere, feeling each other like they weren’t able to see each other for a long time.



“Did you like that?” Yunho asked as soon as the song ended, pulling the blanket over their half naked bodies.



Jaejoong snuggled on his chest and grinned. “I didn’t like it. I love it.”



“Of course you did. Especially the part wherein I danced sexily.” Yunho replied cockily, making Jaejoong roll his eyes. “I saw you blushed.”



“Yeah right, I really did.” answered Jaejoong, looking up at Yunho and stroked his face. “I love you so much.”



“I love you so much too Jaejoong.”
☆☆★☆★​​



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25 November 2016 @ 01:27 am
Title: Noises
Length: Drabble
Genre: Fluff, Romance
Pairing: YunJae
Summary: Junsu gets tired of hearing the same bedtime stories, what does he want to hear from his parents this time?
A/N1: Hope you'll enjoy everyone! *u*

[(“I want a brother or a sister. Can you make another baby?”)]
It’s 7:45 in the evening in the Kim-Jung’s household. The small family was already getting ready to sleep, feeling exhausted from spending the day they in an amusement park, but it seems like the youngest part of the family wasn’t ready to sleep just yet.



“Bed time stories!” Junsu shouted, running on the way to his bookshelves to choose that his parents will read for him. But apparently, all the books that he looked at were done reading by his parents already. Sighing, Junsu climbed up his bed to join his parents. “We need to buy new books.”



Jaejoong smiled at the sight of his son, disappointed that they won’t be able to read him a story for the night. Slipping Junsu between the cool blanket, he asked him, “We’ll buy tomorrow, okay.”



Junsu nodded and faced his parents. “Yes, daddy. But I still want to hear a story.”, he pouted, begging his two fathers to at least share some before going to sleep.



“Okay, how about, ‘Woody the Woodpecker’?” Yunho asked, getting ready to have a role play about it when Junsu answered him.



“Papa, you already shared that several times already.”



“Oh is that so?”



Yunho and Jaejoong tried to suggest several stories but their son is too picky. Telling them that the title sounds boring at that their teacher shared it already.



Sighing, Yunho lay down beside his son. “What do you want then, baby?”



“How the two of you met.” Junsu suggested, giggling under the blanket, looking at his parent’s expressions. “I want a brother or a sister. Can you make another baby?”



Yunho and Jaejoong were too dumbfounded to answer, just staring at each other was the only thing they managed to do. They didn’t expect this question from him. He’s only 3 and where on earth did their son hear this, why would Junsu ask them this?



“Sure baby, how many do you want?” Yunho laughed as he buried his face on his son’s stomach.



Jaejoong immediately pinched Yunho’s side, not really liking what he tells their son. “Shut up.” he hissed at his husband. “Go to sleep, Junsu, close your eyes.”



After what it seemed like a year, Junsu was already asleep. Yunho and Jaejoong slowly get out of the bed and went to their shared room.



“You’re stupid.” Jaejoong murmured, his arms over his chest facing his husband.



Chuckling softly, Yunho stood in front of his husband and wrapped his arms around his waist, pulling him closer to his body. “Why? Don’t you want to give it a try? Junsu’s 3 years old anyway.”



“Wait until he’s 5 already.” Jaejoong bluntly answered, giving Yunho a teasing smile.



“Are you kidding me?” laughed Yunho, laying Jaejoong down on their bed. “Come on now.”



“No I’m not, Yunho. Let’s sleep. I’m sleepy.”



“It was already Junsu who asked for it.” the other man stated, giving Jaejoong some light kisses on his cheeks and neck.



Unable to resist from the touch and kisses, Jaejoong gave in. He pushed Yunho to make him lay down and straddled on his stomach, leaning towards him and whispered, “Show me what you got.”



Grinning, Yunho held him tight, changed their positions and hovered above him. “1 down, 24 to go.”



They made love all night, ready to welcome another special member in their life.
o-oo-o



Junsu walked towards their dining room with sleepy eyes.



“Good morning baby.” Yunho kissed his son’s cheeks and made him sat on his chair on their dining room. “How’s sleep?”



Jaejoong placed the pot of porridge in the middle of the table and gave bowls to his husband and son. “Oh my baby, why do you still look so sleepy?”



“You didn’t sleep well?” asked Yunho, sipping coffee from his mug, looking at Junsu’s sleepy eyes. “You slept at 9, right?”



“Yes, daddy, papa. But I woke up right after because I think I heard noises.”



Jaejoong sat on his chair and took a piece of bread in his mouth. “Hm. Noises? What happened?”



The child yawned, rubbed his eyes to remove the dirt. “I heard noises coming from your room.”



Yunho and Jaejoong stared at each other, knowing where this conversation is coming from.



“I thought I heard daddy calling papa’s name.” Junsu stated, recalling what else happened last night. “Were you feeling scared that time, daddy? Because whenever I feel scared, I call for papa too.”



Yunho burst his coffee from laughing too much at the statement their son made, and received deathly glares from his red-faced husband.


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24 November 2016 @ 01:31 am
Title: How Yunho and Jaejoong Mark Their Territory
Length: One-shot
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: YunJae
Genre: Smut
Disclaimer: Pics aren't mine. Credits to the owners of the pic.
Summary: Jaejoong has his way of marking his own territory.


[("It is called, marking my territory.")]
Soft lips left Jaejoong’s and finds its way on his creamy neck, a low moan escaping his lips. Jaejoong’s fingers intertwined through Yunho’s hair, his back pressed against his boyfriend’s warm body. Yunho sneaked his arms under Jaejoong’s sweater, caressing his soft and smooth skin. He was using Yunho’s favorite fragrance for him, making his boyfriend bury his nose more on the crook of his neck.

“Hm…” Jaejoong breathed, his hands on Yunho’s thighs. He slowly turned around and sat on his lap. He wrapped his arms around Yunho’s neck, crashing their lips together.

“I like it when you do that.” Yunho smirked, his tongue tracing Jaejoong’s jaw line, sending shivers to his lover’s body. His tighten his arms around his slender waist, making their clothed erection press against each other. Yunho let out a loud moan when he felt a hand squeezed his crotch, not caring whether the neighbors can hear their lustful moans. Jaejoong’s arms find its way around the taller man’s neck and licked his lips. “You being aggressive in bed.” He threw his head back at the pleasure his feeling.

“Remove this.” Jaejoong commanded, as he began unbuttoning Yunho’s shirt and tossing it somewhere around his room. He slid his hands over the broad chest, admiring how his boyfriend got a perfect body. Jaejoong then rubbed their crotches together, feeling already how hard his boyfriend is. He slid his tongue between Yunho’s parted lips and made swirling motions inside.

Jaejoong was dominating the kiss, however, Yunho didn’t care. He likes it when Jaejoong is leading the way, initiating the kiss, controlling Yunho whenever he likes it. Cupping his boyfriend’s cheeks, he bit down the younger man’s lower lip and captured his mouth again with hungry urgency.

“Oh God Jaejoong…” Yunho moaned against the kiss, groping his boyfriend’s round ass. He pulled away from their long and intoxicating kiss, both of them breathless. The younger man tried to change their positions so that he can hover above him but Jaejoong pushed him first to make him lay down on his bed.

“Baby, I want to be inside of you already.” Yunho groaned, feeling already impatient. It has been almost 3 weeks since they last had this.

“Not yet.” Jaejoong whispered seductively on his ear. He removed his shirt and pressed his chest against Yunho’s, both of them still on their pants. He just wanted to tease his boyfriend a little by rubbing their clothed erections together. The older man threw his head back, biting his lips in pleasure as he rocked his hips on Yunho’s crotch.

Jaejoong stopped for a while and stood up to remove all his remaining clothes. As soon as Jaejoong stood up, Yunho immediately unbuttoned his jeans, slowly pushing off his boxers and brief and started stroking his aching cock. The sight of it made Jaejoong’s mouth water and he just wanted to suck it. He went between Yunho’s legs, his mouth wrapped around Yunho’s throbbing cock, taking all the way in. His head bobbing up and down, occasionally planting light kisses on the head of his boyfriend’s engorged flesh.

“Fuck… Jaejoong…”

Jaejoong hummed while keeping an eye contact and stroked his cock. His other hand massaged Yunho’s balls, giving it some light squeeze that sent shivers on the other man’s body.

To Yunho, Jaejoong giving blowjobs is the best thing ever. It’s his ultimate kink.

He grabbed Jaejoong by the wrist and pinned him down the mattress. “My turn, King of Teasing.” Yunho didn’t even wait for Jaejoong to calm down and immediately inserted his fingers one by one. Jaejoong was already gasping in pain when there are already 4 fingers shoved inside his puckered hole.

Yunho opened Jaejoong’s drawer of the nightstand beside Jaejoong’s bed and grabbed a lube. He poured a generous amount of lubricant on his hand and covered his cock with it.

“Just go.” Jaejoong moaned, his body shaking in sheer excitement.

He thrusted inside in one go. Starting with a slow pace. Letting Jaejoong adjust in the thickness of his shaft.

“Ahh… ah…” Jaejoong moaned, eyes slammed shut. His walls clenching around Yunho’s aching shaft. Yunho fasten his pace, and thrusted harder and deeper, hitting something inside Jaejoong that made him shake in pleasure,

“Oh goddamn it, Yunho!” Jaejoong dragged his nails along the lean muscles of his boyfriend’s back, leaving eight pink long scratches. He knows how painful those are, but he likes it when he do that, and he knows Yunho likes it too. There is just something about how Jaejoong’s fingers run down through his back. It was a mixture of pain and pleasure.



“There you go again.” Yunho groaned in pain when he felt his nails digging on his naked skin. Jaejoong does it again, scratching Yunho’s back like a cat.

Jaejoong chuckled at the sight of Yunho’s reaction. His chuckles were suddenly interrupted when he gasped in pain and felt his boyfriend sucked a patch of skin on his chest. He didn’t even know how many hickeys Yunho was planning to give him because he felt him change places several times already.

“Why didn’t we do this for the past three weeks?” asked Yunho between his panting breath, continuing to fasten his thrust on Jaejoong. “I can’t believe I survive without doing this.”

Jaejoong was about to answer him when Yunho hit his sweet spot again.

“Fuck. I’m so close.” Jaejoong cried out, digging his nails deeper on Yunho’s back. They shared one last kiss, Yunho’s tongue licking Jaejoong lips and down his throat.

It took them a minute to reach their climax. Jaejoong went first, he screamed as ribbons of cum came out on the tip of his cock, staining his bed sheets and his lover’s stomach. Yunho came inside him, just like what he wanted to.

Yunho rolled over beside Jaejoong in the bed. Both of them running out of breath. Yunho studied the man’s face beside him, propping up on an elbow and kissed him on the lips once again.

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

Yunho then felt a sharp pain behind his back. “Look at what you’ve done.” Apparently, some of Jaejoong scratches were too much.



“Oh, Yunho, as if you didn’t do anything on me.” Jaejoong answered back and pointed at the hickeys in a heart shape on his chest.



“It’s called marking my territory… and I…” trailed Jaejoong. “I’m sorry.” Jaejoong pouted, pointing at the fresh scratches from Yunho’s back. “I did it again.”

Yunho winked and gave Jaejoong a cocky smile, and pulled him closer to his chest. “You’re such an idiot. It’s okay babe. It just shows that I did a great job. Besides, I’m marking my own territory as well.”

“Stupid.” Jaejoong muttered, playfully slapping him in his chest.

Jaejoong has his own way of marking what belongs to him.


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18 September 2016 @ 06:41 pm
Title: Can It Just Be Me Instead?
Length: Chaptered
Rating: PG
Pairing: YunJae
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Humor
Summary: How can something so wrong feel so right? But really, does falling for your best friend count?Falling in love with his best friend was out of Yunho's control.


[(“I’m serious with what I asked. Don’t I make you happy? Does he make you happier than I do?”)]
“Yunho! He looked at me! Oh my god!!” Jaejoong shrieked and looked at his best friend as his favorite Korean pop idol, Shim Changmin performs his latest single in one of the music shows in their country. “We had eye contact!”



Said best friend just hummed in response, watching his friend, as he chanted along with the other fans.



Changmin just had his comeback after almost 2 years which had Jaejoong cry because of too much happiness. Jaejoong has always been talking about it every time that they are together. Telling him how long he waited for the comeback, how good the songs are that the choreography is so great and a lot more. Basically, when it comes to his favorite artist, Jaejoong won’t be able to shut his mouth and Yunho hates it. He hates it because he thinks he is taking his best friend away from him.



“I just can’t believe that he looked at me.” Jaejoong touched his cheeks that still felt warm. “We just had eye contact, it feels so great.”



Yunho stuck his tongue out at his best friend, “He didn’t look at you. He looked at the camera.” he corrected him with teasing smile.



“You just ruined my imagination.” Jaejoong crossed his arms over his chest and glared at him.



Yunho just smiled at him, not caring that Jaejoong is giving him deathly glare. “Can you turn off the television now?” he asked as he pointed at the remote control and the flat screen. “You don’t like the next performers anyway.”



Jaejoong took the remote control and turn the television off.



“What now?” Yunho asked as he adjusted himself in his chair.



“I’m hungry. Let’s go eat outside.” Jaejoong suggested, standing up from the couch and dragging Yunho from his seat to go outside.



Yunho headed at their kitchen where his mom is cooking for their dinner. “Wait. I’ll tell mom we’re going off somewhere.”



“Sure.” Jaejoong smiled as he waited for him outside their house.



“Mom, Jaejoong and I will go now.”



Mrs. Jung smiled and wriggled her eyebrows at his son. She knows what Yunho feels towards Jaejoong. “Oh, a date perhaps?”



“What? No!” Yunho shook his head and told his mom to lower her voice down. “Jaejoong might hear you.”



Yunho’s mother crossed her arms over his chest. “When are you going to tell him what you feel towards him?” she asked curiously.



Yunho sighed, “I don’t think it’s going to happen. That time won’t come.”



“And why not?”



Yunho ignored the question and gave his mom a quick kiss on the cheek. “Mom, we’re going now. Bye!”



“This boy, really. Why can’t you just tell him?” Mrs. Jung just shook her head as she placed the plates on the plate drawer.



“Let’s go now.” Yunho grabbed Jaejoong’s arms towards their garage to his car.



Jaejoong sat on the passenger’s seat and immediately fasten his seatbelt.



“Where do you want to go?”



“Oh, just the usual.”



Jaejoong turned his music player on and played his favorite song in Changmin’s latest album. “I really like this new song of his.”



“What is it?”



“This song’s title is “Can It Just Be Me Instead?” Its lyrics are really beautifully written. Changmin really is good at choosing his songs.”



“Well yeah, everything about Changmin is good and all that right?” Yunho stated in a mocking tone. He was surprised that he suddenly said it in that way. He didn’t mean to. Yunho sometimes can’t help when he’s being praised too much.



“What’s with you? Are you jealous?” laughed Jaejoong, noticing the unusual tone in his best friend’s voice.



“No. Of course not. Why would I be jealous?”



“You sounded jealous. Don’t worry, I still love you.” Jaejoong pinched Yunho’s cheek and made kissing sounds as he looked him.



Yunho felt his cheeks getting hot. It’s a good thing that it was dark inside so that Jaejoong wouldn’t notice that he is blushing.



During the ride, they both converse on different things like they usually do. Jaejoong telling him weird stuff again never fails to make him smile. It’s one of the things why Yunho loved Jaejoong so much. He’s just being himself. And it’s Jaejoong’s side he loves the most.



“There are a lot of food stalls there. I’ll park here.”



“Where do you want to try first?”



“I want to try that one.” Jaejoong pointed on one stall with a large tent and tables and chairs. They approached the food stall and choose a table for them.



“Good evening ma’am.” Yunho greeted the woman before looking at the menu. “Two potato twists with sausage and two plates of fish and chips please.”



“For your boyfriend?”



“Uh… It’s…” Yunho trailed off. He’s used on getting this question from other people but it still gets him every time.



“He’s not my boyfriend. We’re just best friends.” corrected Jaejoong.



Just best friends.



Smile Yunho. Don’t let him notice you’re reacting that way. Yunho reminded himself.



“Really?” the elder woman gasped, looking curiously at both of them. “You two suit each other.”



Yunho just smiled at the woman when he took their orders. He sat in front of Jaejoong and handed him their orders. The food stall was playing one of Changmin’s songs and as usual, Jaejoong sang along with it.



“I’ll ask you a question. Promise me you’re not going to laugh okay?”



Jaejoong cocked an eyebrow at him and laughed cheerfully.



“I told you not to laugh.”



“Well, I am laughing because you’re so funny!” Jaejoong covered his mouth with his hands as he laughed continuously. “You don’t usually ask question like this when you want to tell me something.”



“When I become an idol as well will you be my fan?” he asked curiously.



Jaejoong choked on his drink when he heard the question. His basket of chicken and fries almost fell from too much laughing.



“What the heck Yunho?!” he took his handkerchief from his back pocket to wipe his mouth. “Where is this question coming from?”



“Just answer the question Jaejoong.”



“Of course I will be.” Jaejoong said proudly, pumping his chest with his fist. He sat beside Yunho to snuggle closer to him. “I’ll become your number one fan because I’m your best friend. I am not called your BFF for nothing, right?”



Damn. He doesn’t know what to feel about that. Be happy because he’ll be by his side forever, or be sad because this is all they’ll ever be?



Yes, he feels happy because he is the only one that Jaejoong treats him like this. But there are times wherein he believes they could be something more than just friends. More than just best friends. He hopes that someday they’ll surpass that stage. But all those hopes are gone ever since Changmin came into the scene.



However as Yunho was about to open his mouth to say something, Jaejoong suddenly spoke.



“But of course that won’t happen!” Jaejoong playfully slap his best friend’s chest and ruffle his hair. “You told me that being in the entertainment industry is not your style.”



“I was just asking.” he paused, thinking what to say next. “What is so good about him? Why do you like him so much?”



“A day isn’t enough for me to tell you what I liked about him.” Jaejoong stated nonchalantly, smiling with a joyous face. “There are a lot of things I like about him.”



Yunho rolled his eyes for the umpteenth time that day at his best friend’s words. He hates it when Jaejoong compliments Changmin too much. He feels jealous. Extreme jealousy. “You’re overreacting.”



“He’s the only one that makes me happy.” Jaejoong blurted out, sighing deeply making Yunho look at him with his words. “Changmin—”



“Hey! That’s very offensive for me.” answered with a serious look on his face. He hated to hear that from him. He feels his presence and efforts aren’t enough to make him happy. “Don’t I make you happy?”



“Of course you do!” Jaejoong said, his hands ruffling Yunho’s hair. “And seriously why are you asking me this? You should have seen the serious look on your face, you look so funny.”



Yunho just smiled awkwardly. He shouldn’t have asked those. He just continued to eat his order and stare at Jaejoong when he’s not looking.



They explored different food stall for the next 3 hours until they almost run out of money. They both feel like they’re going to pass out because of eating a lot that night. Yunho and Jaejoong just stroll in the park next to the food stalls.



“I’ll send you home.” Yunho offered his hand for Jaejoong to take. “Come on now.”



They walked slowly towards Yunho’s car with their hands intertwined and Jaejoong’s head leaning on Yunho’s shoulders. Moments like these often mistaken them as a couple. Every time people asks them if they’re a thing Yunho wants to shout ‘Yes!’ but Jaejoong would immediately correct them as if he doesn’t like the idea of being mistaken as Yunho’s boyfriend.



He doesn’t know why Jaejoong reacts that way. Jaejoong’s reactions are sometimes the thing that hinders him on making a confession. If it’s just the idea of mistaking them as a couple freaks him out, what more if Yunho actually confesses that he doesn’t just see him as a friend anymore?



There are times wherein he thinks that maybe this is all that they could ever be. Just friends.



A soft voice interrupted his thoughts. “Okay. We still have classes tomorrow. Damn it.” Jaejoong stomped his feet in irritation. “I swear I hate Mondays.”



“Don’t worry. It’s just a month away before our summer vacation.” Yunho cooed his, placing his arms around Jaejoong. “Get in the car now.”



As soon as Jaejoong gets inside, he took his phone and the connector to play some music inside.



“That song again?” asked Yunho as he started to drive and get out of the parking lot. “You love that song too much.”



“Well, it’s really good, you know. You should listen to the lyrics.”



After a short pause to listen to the lyrics, Yunho spoke. “It’s fine.”



“Just fine? It’s not just fine. It’s perfect.” Jaejoong told him, his voice too loud. “I just don’t understand why is the one who wrote the lyrics wasn’t mentioned on the album.”



The song was played the rest of the journey on their way home. Jaejoong singing non-stop.



“We’re here. I’ll pick you up at 7 tomorrow.” Yunho informed him. “Don’t be late again, okay?”



Jaejoong laughed and nod his head. “Okay, sir.” he smiled at him, yawning when he glanced at his watch. “Goodnight.”



As Jaejoong was about to turn around. “Jaejoong, wait.”



“Hmm?”



“Where is my goodnight kiss?” asked Yunho, grinning at him like an idiot.



As Jaejoong was about to kiss him on the cheeks, Yunho turned his head around and kissed him on the corner of his lips.



“Hey! That’s near my lips!” Jaejoong shouted, playfully punching Yunho in his arms. “You could have stolen my first kiss.”



Yunho stood in front of him while holding one of Jaejoong’s hands with a Cheshire cat grin plastered on his face. Jaejoong looked so cute when he is being like this. It makes him want to hug him tighter. “So what if I’m your first kiss?”



“You shouldn’t be. Because it’s reserved for Changmin.”



Yunho’s smile turns into a frown at the mention of the singer’s name. Fuck. Not again. He thought that he wouldn’t be able to hear his name for the rest of the night, but he was wrong.



“You wish.” Yunho mocked him, making sure Jaejoong wouldn’t smell any jealousy in his tone of voice. “Never in a million years. Never in your wildest dreams.”



Jaejoong slapped him in his arms for the umpteenth time that night but Yunho doesn’t seem to care. “I hate you! You’re my best friend and you’re doing this to me.”



“I’m just telling you the truth. So that you won’t get hurt in the end.”



“But your words sometimes are too strong, maybe that’s the reason why you can’t get yourself a boyfriend.”



“I don’t need a boyfriend. I have you anyway.”



Jaejoong made an annoyed grunt and pushed him away. “Stop it. That’s why people mistaken us for a couple. And that’s what will never happen in a million years.”



Yunho felt his heart dropped. Those words hurt him too much.



“I’ll go now. Goodnight.” said Jaejoong while opening the door.



“Jaejoong, I mean it.” Yunho mumbled to himself as Jaejoong closes the door of their house and waved Yunho goodbye with a whisper of ‘See you tomorrow’ so that his parents won’t hear him. As soon as he can’t see Jaejoong anymore, he closed his eyes out of frustration “I’m serious with what I asked. Don’t I make you happy? Does he make you happier than I do?”



“Can it just be me instead?”

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30 August 2016 @ 09:42 pm
Title: I Love You Beary Much!♥
Length: Twoshot
Rating: PG
Pairing: YunJae
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Humor
Summary: Jung Yunho feels insecure about himself. Weighing for about 258 pounds, he decided to lose weight and wanted everyone to accept him, but Kim Jaejoong told him doesn't care for whatever he looks like, because he just loves him beary much.


[(“Please, don’t laugh at me.”)]
“Come on dude. Just give it a try.” Yoochun nudged his friend’s arm with his elbow as he pushed him towards the student they are talking about just a while back. He gave him an encouraging smile, telling him that it’s going to be okay. Yoochun patted him on his back seeing that his friend is looking nervous. “You can do it.”



Yunho shifted uncomfortably, pulling away from Yoochun’s grip. He’s not sure about this. He wasn’t actually not planning on confessing, it’s all his friend’s idea. “I’m so nervous.”



Shaking his head, Yoochun stared at the other student. He doesn’t want it when Yunho is not so confident with himself. He understands though where it’s coming from, but he always encourages his friend to be optimistic and don’t listen to what the others will say because they don’t know anything about him. Whenever Yunho is being bullied by their schoolmates when they were still kids, he’s always the one to defend him.



“Yunho…”



“What if he doesn’t like me? What if he hates me? What if he humiliates me in front of-”



Yoochun immediately cut him off. “I don’t think Jaejoong is like that. He seems like a nice guy.”



“But what if his friends…”



“You don’t have to care about what his friends will say. It’s Jaejoong’s decision whether he would like to be your friend or not.”



“I’m really nervous Yoochun.”



“Don’t be Yunho. Take a deep breath, approach him and give him that letter and chocolates you made for him, I’m sure he’s going to like those.” Yoochun pointed at the box of sweets on Yunho’s shaking hands.



“Please, don’t laugh at me.”



Yoochun bursted out laughing. “And why would I laugh at you?”



“See? You’re laughing at me!”



“I am laughing at you because you’re asking me silly things. Now go get your Jaejoong!”



“I don’t know. I really don’t know.”



Yoochun just stared at him, not uttering any words.



“I don’t really wanna do this, you’re just pushing me to do it.”



“So are you going to hide what you feel about him, then? You’re going to keep it forever? You don’t want to let him know? What if you have a chance? Are you just going to let it slip away?”



“I surely doubt that.”



Yoochun let out an exasperated sigh. Yunho’s being like this again. He sometimes doesn’t know how to let his friend be strong. Giving up, he removed his hands from Yunho’s shoulders.



“What are you going to do then?”



“I’ll stop this now. This is ridiculous. I am such a fool if I do this.”



As soon as Yunho turned around, he didn’t noticed another student is passing by and bumped into him, making the student drop his tray of food.



The said student didn’t give Yunho a chance to apologize and was immediately pushed away.



“Fucking fatso.”



“I’m so sorry Daehyuk. I didn’t mean to.” Yunho tried to approach him but was quickly shoved again to the nearest table that made Yunho tumbled backwards.



The student, together with his friends laughed as they saw Yunho struggled to stand up from falling down.



“What? You’re too heavy you can’t even handle yourself, Jung?”



Yunho lowered his head in embarrassment, afraid that Jaejoong might witness the scene since everyone at the cafeteria is staring at their direction, watching what is happening between him at the captain of the soccer team he dreams about joining someday.



“You already know how big you are and yet you’re still blocking the way?!”



“I’m really sorry, Daehyuk.”



“So fucking stupid.” The captain muttered, punching him on his shoulders.



Yoochun butted in, hating the way his friend is being treated like. “Hey Daehyuk, stop it. He apologized already.”



Daehyuk saw a letter dropped beside Yunho and quickly get it.



“What’s this?”



“Please… give it back.” Yunho pleaded as he stood up and tried to get the letter from the captain’s hand.



“Why? What’s inside this?” Daehyuk waved the letter in front of Yunho’s face, teasing him. And then a name called his attention. “Ooohh, it’s for Jaejoong. Why? Do you like him?”



At the mention of his name, Jaejoong and his friends, Changmin and Junsu turned around where they heard his name being mentioned.



“Daehyuk stop it.” Yoochun told him but was stopped by the other man’s friends.



“What’s happening?” Junsu asked quietly.



Changmin looked at Jaejoong. “I think I heard someone’s got a letter for you.”



“A letter for me?” the confused student asked in surprise, looking at the mess happening in the cafeteria. “From who?”



Junsu stood up from his chair to look at what’s happening since other students were blocking his view. “Oh it’s from the fat boy.”



“Oh, Yunho?” Changmin asked, smirking. “The one who we-”



“Hey! Junsu you’re so mean.” Jaejoong slammed his hands on the table in front of them. “You can’t just judge him like that.”



Their conversation was cut off by Daehyuk’s laughter. “Hey guys listen, I’m going to read this.” He tear the envelope and took the letter out of it.



Yunho tried again to take it but the other students shoved him.



“Hello Jaejoong.” The letter started. “I’m not good at starting a letter, so I apologize. I really don’t know how to start this but I guess I should say first that I hope you won’t be disgusted of me having a crush on you. Yes, Jaejoong, I like you. I liked you ever since we were in our first year of college. I have a crush at you for almost 2 years already. I didn’t confess soon because I am too shy to admit it.”



“Oh shit.” Junsu laughed, nudging Changmin as they heard the confession.



Daehyuk cleared his throat and continued with the letter. “You caught my attention when all the first year students had their general assembly in the school’s theatre. I didn’t know what to do. You just took my breath away. I am sorry if that didn’t sound good to you, but that’s what I really felt. I can’t stop thinking about you right after I saw you. You’re the reason why I go to school, well besides that my mom asks me to, but it’s because I have something to look forward to. Seeing you completes my day even though there’ll be bullies again. I am used to it anyway.”



Jaejoong frowned at what he just heard. He didn’t what to feel.



“… I am writing this letter because I just can’t help it. I think I needed to do it. It has been so long. But this doesn’t mean I am hoping to be your boyfriend because I know it won’t happen. Just friends is fine. I am really fine with that. I hope you don’t mind because I think being friends with is awesome. I envy Junsu and Changmin for that.”



“Why the fuck do we have special participation in his confession?” asked Junsu, looking confused.



“Sssh!” Changmin hissed. “Let him finish reading the letter.”



“Again, please, I hope you’re not disgusted by me. I am going to end this letter here because if I’ll tell what the things I like about you are, I might publish a book. Please laugh. I’m trying to be funny. Was it? No? Okay? Okay. I’ll end this here for real. Thank you so much. From Jung Yunho.”



Yunho wanted to run away from embarrassment. He saw Jaejoong looking at Daehyuk and Jaejoong’s friends laughing. He knew it. He shouldn’t have made that letter.



“Oh seriously Jung!” Daehyuk started. “What kind of confession was that? Jaejoong probably hates you now.”



Some of the students started laughing as well and gave their comments about it.



“Why not? It was cute?” some of the students asked in a mocking tone.



“I don’t think Jaejoong would want to be friends with you.”



“He doesn’t hang out with people like you.”



“Yeah, he has a good taste.”



“It’s a good thing you know, Jaejoong won’t be your boyfriend.”



“Stop it!” Yoochun shouted, successfully making the students shut their mouth. He felt bad about these students. He can’t believe that there can be this cruel. Where’s the faith in humanity? Yunho didn’t do anything at them Yunho is such a kind-hearted person once you get to know him, and these fucktards won’t just give him a chance just because of what he looks. “What will this thing do good to you?”



Daehyuk patted him in the shoulders but Yoochun jolted away. “They’re just saying the truth Yoochun. So that Yunho won’t expect a lot and he’ll just be hurt in the end if he hoped that he has a chance.”



Yoochun grabbed Yunho’s arm and led him out of the cafeteria. He feels Yunho’s pain from hearing all those comments. His friend has had enough. He wanted his friend be treated nicely and not like a disgusting creature.



They sat together at a bench in the school’s park.



“I don’t think I’ll be able to go to school tomorrow.” Yunho muttered, rubbing his hands is the only thing he was able to do. He’s used at getting humiliated, but not to this extent. There were much more students, and his crush was there. His crush heard it. “I don’t want to anymore.”



“Don’t say that. You know you can’t do that.”



“They will probably make fun of me tomorrow and Jaejoong might…”



“Jaejoong this, Jaejoong might… Yunho!” his friend called, facing him. Yoochun lifted his chin up. “Listen to me, I told you that Jaejoong doesn’t seem to be like that, right? You’ve known him for 2 years now, although not personally, but a lot of people has high regard of him. Don’t listen to what the other students commented a while ago, they’re not Jaejoong. They can’t make decisions for him.”



Yunho smiled a little, feeling lucky that Yoochun is there with him. “Thank you, that really means a lot. I wouldn’t know what to do if you’re not here.”



“Well, I am that nice.” Yoochun shrugged, leaning against the bench.



“Okay then.”



“Now stop that and give me my kiss.”



Yunho punched him playfully on his shoulder as a response. “No thanks, dude.”







---






Yunho still went to school earlier than the usual time he comes the next day even though he still feels nervous about what happened yesterday, he’s just going to ignore them like he is used to. He was about to go to his room when he saw Jaejoong, the latter saw him too and walked towards him. Yunho was quick to run away from him, he wanted to avoid Jaejoong. He feels too embarrassed.



“Hey, Yunho wait up.”



Yunho didn’t listen. He kept on running away from him. His pants was falling off, making him a hard time to run.



“Please stop, let me talk to you.”



Yunho stopped, but his back still facing Jaejoong.



“Let’s talk, but not here. Let’s go to the school park.”



The two of them went to the park, both of them staying silent with Jaejoong looking at Yunho who looked extremely nervous.



“Don’t get worry, I won’t hurt you.”



Yunho nodded, his hands playing with the strap of his backpack.



As soon as they both at the park, they sat at the bench near a fountain. There were some students staring at them, some of them were the students from the cafeteria yesterday.



“Hey, don’t mind them.” Jaejoong told him, he opened his bag and took something inside. Yunho saw the letter and was surprised that it’s with Jaejoong.



“That’s mi-”



Jaejoong shook his head and gave him a smile. A smile that Yunho has fallen for. The smile that makes Yunho’s knees feels weak.



“It’s not yours anymore. It’s for me right? You’re supposed to give this to me right?”



“I-”



“I’ve read this a couple of times yesterday when I got home. I took it from Daehyuk... he shouldn’t have done that.” admitted Jaejoong, opening the letter once again to read it again. “I received a lot of letters already but yours stand out, it’s really nice.”



Feeling the warmth of color invading his cheeks, Yunho looked away, trying to hide the smile away.



“Th-thank you.”



“I don’t mind being your friend.”



“Huh?”



“I said, I don’t mind being your friend, Yunho.” Jaejoong repeated.



“But I don’t think your friends will-”



“Sure they will, Junsu and Changmin are nice. I promise you. You can have your lunch with us later. Is that okay with you?”



Yunho let out a weak smile. He can’t believe this is actually happening. Jaejoong, his crush for 2 years is inviting him with his friends to have a lunch.



Jaejoong reached out his hand for a handshake. “I am sure you’re fun to be with and it’s nice having you as a friend.”



Yunho scratched the back of his head, still feeling nervous. “Is that so?”



“Yeah. So… friends?”



“Friends.”






---







Changmin gave Jaejoong piercing glares at their class room. Their professor wasn’t there yet, so they had the chance to have a talk.



“I can’t believe you actually let him be with us during lunch, like what the hell is going on your mind?”



“Yeah Jaejoong, you shouldn’t let him.” Junsu, the king of butting in, butted in. “I mean he has other friends right?”



“He seems like a nice guy.” answered Jaejoong while reading a book without looking at his ranting friends. “And he has only one friend, who happens to be having a rehearsal that time. Yunho has no one to eat with so I decided to invite him.”



“Can you hear yourself Jaejoong?” asked Changmin. “That fatso is going to…”



Jaejoong closed his book and removed his glasses, giving his friends the stare they hate the most. “Shouldn’t I be the one asking you that? Can you hear yourselves Junsu and Changmin? You’re judging him without knowing him first.”



“But…”



“You know what? I can’t believe both of you acted rude towards him during lunch!”



“Okay fine. Fine. We won’t anymore.” said Junsu, swinging his arms in defeat from their nagging friend.



The pissed student ignored them for the rest of the afternoon. Answering only in short sentences when being asked a question or worse, just giving them a nod. Jaejoong felt annoyed. How can these friends be like this? He didn’t expect them to act slightly rude when Yunho joined them during lunch. He thought that his friends would actually accept him. Jaejoong just hopes that someday, his friends will accept him soon.






---






As time went by, both of them became close friends and Jaejoong didn’t realize that he’s actually already falling for Yunho. He enjoys the time they spent together. The more time he spent him, the more he realizes that he doesn’t just want him to be his friend, but as something more. And the moment he realized it, he fell too hard already.



Yunho on the other hand, still feels like what is happening is a dream. Everything felt surreal. If it was all a dream he doesn’t want to wake up anymore. Finally, besides Yoochun, someone is there to comfort him, to talk to him during free hours, someone to laugh at his very lame jokes. Well, his best friend does laugh at his jokes. But he won’t include him since he knows Yoochun is as lame as he is.



Yoochun felt extremely happy with his friend, not all students in their school are bad after all.



Autumn had begun to creep over Korea, leaves starting to fall quickly, forming a thick layer everywhere in their campus. It was a cold night, when Jaejoong, Yunho and some other students were left at school for some school activity. Little that they didn’t know, this night is going to change their lives.



“Yunho…”



“Hmm?”



“Can I ask you a question?”



Yunho turned around to look at him. “Yeah, sure.”



“What if I tell you, that I… that I like you?”



The other student just started chuckling. “I won’t believe you.”



“Why not?” frowned Jaejoong, feeling a bit sad that his friend didn’t believe him.



“No one has ever liked me before.”



“That was before, not now.”



Yunho shook his head. “There is nothing likeable about me.”



“I like everything about you Yunho. I am not kidding, please believe me.”



The startled student didn’t know what to do. He can’t turn his head to look at his crush. Was he hearing him right?



“Hey, look at me.” Jaejoong commanded softly, scooting closer to Yunho.



But when he looked at him, Jaejoong’s lips touched his. He was kissing him.



Hi crush was kissing him.



Yunho’s heartbeat seemed too loud in his ears, he felt his head spinning from the contact of their lips and Jaejoong’s arms around him.



“I like you so much Yunho. You’re the only who makes me feels so special. Please, please believe me.”



Yunho still seemed to be in shock, but his arms finding its way to hug Jaejoong back. “Pinch me, I must be dreaming.”



Jaejoong pinched him on his sides that made Yunho winced and grinned like a kid at him. “You’re not dreaming.”



Pulling out from his hug, Yunho screamed and jumped. “Kim Jaejoong likes me!!” the overly excited man ran towards Jaejoong and wrapped his arms around Jaejoong.



“So are we now… a couple?” asked Yunho, but then I realized that he shouldn’t be asking him in that way. “Wait, I mean is…”



“Yes, Yunho, we are now.”



Yunho felt like crying. He wasn’t expecting this. Hell, he wasn’t expecting Jaejoong will accept him as a friend in the first place.



Jaejoong smiled brightly and laughed heartily at the actions Yunho is showing him, his chubby cheeks were visible and he wanted to squish them. He had never seen him smile like this.



They became couple and everyone in school knows about it already. Some were fine with, some were laughing and they didn’t expect it but some actually adored them.



Poor Yoochun though, he became Yunho’s stuffed toy when Yunho feels like he wants to punch someone from happiness that he is feeling the moment he and Jaejoong became a pair.



Oh God. Jaejoong is so clingy, not that Yunho’s complaining though. He doesn’t just like it. He loves it. He couldn’t ask for more.






---






Jaejoong just finished buying his friends their ordered drinks when he sat down with them at the cafeteria.



“What’s with that stare?”



“Some students were talking about you and Yunho while ago.” answered Changmin.



“Are we going to talk about this again?”



“Jaejoong…” Junsu trailed off when he saw his friend’s grip on the bottle tighten.



“I can’t believe you still don’t understand. You’re my friends and why the heck are you doing this to me. You won’t be able to change the fact that I like Yunho. All I am asking for you is to respect him and you can’t even give him that.” Jaejoong rolled his eyes in frustration and anger as breathed out a long breath and threw two bottles at his friend’s way. “Here’s your fucking orange juice!”







---






Jaejoong walked down the path to their school’s soccer field, visiting his boyfriend’s practice to make sure he is doing well. He’s proud that Yunho got into the team. The student seems happier than his boyfriend should be. Yunho is starting to come out of his comfort zone, and he liked it since he’s changing for the better. He wanted to see him socialize with other students in their school and not just with him and his best friend, Yoochun.



The sun’s brightness made it hard for him to see the faces of the students in the field, he had to come closer to look at them. His thoughts were then distracted when he saw a bunch of guys at the bleachers laughing as they slap each other’s back and pointed at someone’s direction at the field.



As soon as he looked at where they were pointing at. He saw his boyfriend running in circles around the field carrying water bottle carrier, panting and his shirt is too wet from too much sweat. His running decreases its speed from too much exhaustion and heat. He looked like he was about to faint. And then it him, he wasn’t a player in the team, he was a waterboy.



Jaejoong felt the rage ripping up at his lungs, tugging at his nerves until he felt the need to rip their heads off. This is too much. Yunho doesn’t deserve any of these. He didn’t do anything wrong to have this kind of treatment. This has to stop. He is going to end this now.



He walked towards the group of students trying to calm himself first before he do anything else.



The group seems to be startled as soon as they saw Jaejoong approaching, smiling brightly at them. Daehyuk got out of his seat and greeted him happily, shoving the other players as he stood in front of Jaejoong.



“Hey, Jaejoong.”



“Hi, Daehyuk.”



“Uh… uh Jaejoong, why…” the captain trailed off, not knowing what to say since they are just making fun of his boyfriend a while back. “Why are you here?”



“Well, just checking on Yunho.”



“Oh, yeah.”



“Why is he the only one running on the field?” asked Jaejoong as he crossed his arms over his chest, his stare at the other student becoming strong, as if he is already killing him inside his mind.



“It’s because…”



Jaejoong stepped forward towards him. “Because what Daehyuk?”



The captain grunted, giving up since this conversation is going nowhere and he’s sure that Jaejoong is going to find the truth anyway.



“Look, Jaejoong. I’ll tell you the truth. He is not part of the team, okay?” the guy admitted, still looking nervous from the looks Jaejoong is giving him. “He will never be. Just look at him.” He pointed at Yunho, making disgusted face at the poor man. “Do you honestly think that will make him be part of the team? He’s fat and he just might be the cause of the school’s first loss. I wouldn’t risk that. Our school has been number 1 all over South Korea for 15 consecutive years already. Our seniors will be disappointed.”



“Is that it? And what makes you sure that he won’t do any good in the team?”



“Isn’t obvious? And I seriously don’t understand why you are doing all these to defend him. What did you like about him?”



“Am I supposed to explain this topic again to all of you?”



“Is it because he’s rich?” Daehyuk suddenly blurted out, making Jaejoong let out a deep sigh.



“Okay fine. You got me. Yes, I am dating him because he’s rich.”



Daehyuk grinned, his hands reaching out to touch Jaejoong’s hands. “I’m rich too. Break up with him and be with me instead. I can give you anything you want.”



“He’s rich in attitude. He’s perfect for me. It’s his heart that makes him rich. And I wouldn’t give him as an exchange for anyone else because he is the only one who has that.”



The moment he finished his heartfelt confession, he took the ball from one of the players and smashed it at Daehyuk’s surprised face, making the captain fall from his feet. “That’s for disrespecting Yunho.”



The other players tried to stop Jaejoong but immediately step back when they glared at him. He knelt down beside Daehyuk and punched him square in the face. “This is for disrespecting Yunho and…” he stood up and aimed his foot at the squirming student’s crotch below him. “And this is for disrespecting Yunho!!”



Jaejoong screamed at the top of his lungs. The students in the field looked at the commotion that is happening. Daehyuk was still writhing in pain, regretting all he said at Jaejoong’s boyfriend and made a mental note to himself: don’t ever, ever make fun of Jung Yunho.



All Jaejoong’s anger seemed to lower down when he had done what he wanted to do. When he turned around he saw Yunho looking at him while kneeling down, gasping for breath. He walked towards him and grabbed his hand.



“Come on, let’s go home. You should rest.” He reached out for his back pocket and took his handkerchief to wipe his boyfriend’s sweat. Their hands intertwined as they walk home with Jaejoong leaning against Yunho’s shoulders. He wasn’t disgusted even though his shirt is still wet.



The silence was unbearable for Yunho, so he decided to start a conversation between them. “You shouldn’t have done that.”



“Done what?”



“What you did to Daehyuk.”



“He deserved it.” Jaejoong answered nonchalantly, squeezing Yunho’s hand. “I don’t regret what I did to him.”



“But he was right anyway… I won’t do any good to the team since I am like this.”



“Yunho please can you stop with all these buts and stop letting yourself be made fun of other people?”



“I… I don’t know what to do.”



They both stopped walking. Jaejoong stood in front of Yunho and cupped his cheeks. “You have to learn to stand up for yourself.”



Yunho sighed, lowering his head a bit.



“I love you so much.” Jaejoong wrapped his arms around him, leaning his head on Yunho’s chest. “I guess I just have to let you know that. I love you so much.” He pinched his boyfriend’s cheeks. It’s the thing he loves to do the most.



Yunho is thankful that Jaejoong loves him just as much as he does. At first he thought that they will just be friends forever. He didn’t expect that the latter fell for him.



“Come on, let’s get inside of our house and let’s finish our homework.”






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13 August 2016 @ 10:36 am
Title: Retrouvailles
Length: Oneshot
Rating: G
Pairing: YunJae
Genre: Fluff, Romance
Summary: There are no perfect words to describe how you feel after meeting the one you love after such a long time.


[(“Outta my way! I get my boyfriend back today.”)]
Jaejoong knows it’s too early to be there, but doesn’t care nonetheless. 6 hours early to be exact. There they are, sitting on the arrival lounge. He tagged Changmin and Yoochun along to accompany him. He had a hard time convincing them to come with him since they were still sleepy. His friends told him he’s crazy for being there that early but just ignored them since he waited so long for this day to come. His sleepless nights, constant checking on his phone and e-mail for messages and the feeling of longing for someone are all going to come to an end after this.



It has been 5 years since his beloved boyfriend, Jung Yunho got into a university in London. The time wherein he had to send him off he was trying to hold back his tears, but failed when his boyfriend kissed him and said his goodbye message. It took him weeks to get used to that Yunho isn’t there with him. They make it sure to at least call, text or video call each other four times a week, but as the years went by, they barely do that again because of their school activities, thesis writing and defense and their professors demanding for so many requirements.



Long distance relationship sucks. Sure they still talk, but his boyfriend’s presence is what he wants. He wanted to just sleep for a long time and just wake up when Yunho’s coming home already. Jaejoong thinks one month is too long already, what more if it’s five years. His days feels incomplete, he gets jealous at the couples he sees during Valentine’s Days since the one who have to celebrate it isn’t there with him, he feels his birthday wasn’t like before and he misses the random stuff they do when they’re together.



But now, at the same place where he sent him off, he is going to see him, but for a different reason. He’s here to welcome him back in his arms once again. Jaejoong won’t be feeling any of what he felt when before when his other half was in London now that he’s coming home. And he’s very excited, he feels like he’s going to have a heart attack. He even made a customized shirt that says, “Outta my way! I get my boyfriend back today.”



Suddenly, he heard a woman’s voice announcing that Yunho’s plane has arrived already.



He almost shouted out of his excitement and waved his banner that he brought with him. There were a lot of people coming out of the terminal and their relatives meeting them, hugging and kissing them. A few more minutes and he’ll be doing that with his boyfriend.



“Why is he taking so long?” mumbled Jaejoong, looking at the faces of the passengers coming out of the terminal. There were only a few people left, and the next arrival would be after an hour. No any signs of his boyfriend. “Jung Yunho show yourself.”



“Oh, I guess Yunho woke up late and forgot his flight.” Yoochun teased him with a laughing Changmin beside him, his hands on his stomach from too much laughing. “Let’s go home now.”



“Oops, sorry Jaejoong, your Yunho won’t be coming home today.” said Changmin in a mocking tone.



Jaejoong frowned and sighed, walked towards his friends’ way, until…



“Jaejoong…”



Jaejoong turns around at the voice he heard, feeling his heart race and his breath came quickly. There is the man he love the most standing 10 feet in front from him. The banner he is holding almost fell when his hands started shaking – feeling extremely excited and nervous on what is happening, as if he was just dreaming. And if it was, he doesn’t want to wake up.



“Yunho…”



Not wasting any more time, Yunho dropped his bags and they both run towards each other as they meet in the middle of the waiting lounge. He wrapped his arms around Jaejoong’s waist tightly as he swung him around until the latter felt dizzy already. Jaejoong buried his face on Yunho’s neck, wrapped his legs around the man’s hips and tighten his embrace on his boyfriend when he felt him loosen his hold on his waist.



“Don’t let me go.”



Yunho chuckled, his free hand ruffling Jaejoong’s hair. “I’m going to give you my kiss.”



As if on cue, Jaejoong stood up quickly and looked at him with tears streaming down his face.



“Hey, hey.” Yunho laughed again and cupped Jaejoong’s cheeks, wiping his tears away. “Why are you crying?”



Jaejoong held the hands on his cheek, brushing his thumb over his boyfriend’s palm. “I just missed you so much.” he said in a shaky voice, making Yunho kiss him on his forehead.



Yunho looked at him intently, those large eyes that melts him every time and those full lips he loves to kiss the most reminded him of their days 5 years ago, how much he missed this person, how long he waited for this day to come and be with him again.



Lowering his head, his lips touched his. Their kiss was just gentle, there were no tongues involved. Just a simple of brushing their lips against each other with Yunho mumbling ‘I love yous” over Jaejoong’s mouth between their kisses.



When they both pulled out, Jaejoong saw a tear slid down Yunho’s face. It was his boyfriend’s turn to cry.



“Baby, what’s wrong?”



Yunho shook his head, “Nothing. It’s just that, I missed you so much too Jaejoong.” he answered pulling Jaejoong closer to him again, his arm on his waist while the other hand runs through his soft brown hair.



“Welcome home, baby.”



Yunho hugged and kissed him for the umpteenth time. It has been 5 years with no Jaejoong in his arms. He can’t help it, not when it’s Jaejoong standing in front of him.



“Dude, welcome back!” Yoochun greeted him, giving his friend a pat in the back. “How was London?”



Changmin joined them and gave him a pat as well. “Were there a lot of pretty girls?” he asked and saw Jaejoong glared at him. As if already sensing that he’s jealous.



“I don’t look at them that way. I only have my eyes on a certain someone.” he told them as he squeezed Jaejoong’s hands intertwining with his. He looked at Jaejoong and leaned closer at him, “Right?”



Jaejoong blushed and looked away.



Changmin snorted. “Hm, k.”



“Yunho, where’s our chocolates?” asked Yoochun him.



“It’s in the bag.”



“Get his bags.” Jaejoong suddenly commanded, pulling Yunho towards the walking tunnel to the parking area. “We’ll go home now.”



“Oh what? Are we slaves now?” protested the both of them, but still carried Yunho’s bags and his trolley. “Ugh, never mind.”



The couple is too busy in their own world, sharing stories with each other, not noticing that their friends are struggling with Yunho’s heavy bags.



“Nice shirt and banner you got there.”



“Oh these?” Jaejoong laughed, showing Yunho his banner. “They said I was crazy for doing all of these.”



“Well, aren’t you?”



Jaejoong just smiled and hugged him by the waist, seeming like he doesn’t want to let him go. “Yeah, I’m crazy for you.”



It was just like the old times, being in each other’s arms, feeling each other’s presence. The long wait is over. They’ll never part anymore.








“The pain of parting is nothing compared to the joy of meeting again.”






- Charles Dickens, Nicholas Nickleby








END








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karen
07 August 2016 @ 02:05 am
Title: Language of Love
Length: Oneshot
Genre: Slight-Angst, Romance
Pairing: YunJae
Summary: Yunho has never heard Jaejoong tell "I love you" to him; but still loves his husband despite that.
A/N: Enjoy!! *u*


[(Yunho sighed at the question. Oh this question, not again. He always hears this question from him.)]
The sun had set, and dusk settled over, winds were howling, the temperature of the night is enough to make him a frozen solid if he was just wearing a thin fabric of clothing, cold breeze touched the warmth of his cheeks as he placed the snow shovel at their backyard storage house. He just finished scraping 4 inches of snow in front of their garage that has been there for almost a week – he didn’t just had a time to do it earlier since he’s too busy with work. And after several days of drowning himself in paper works, he finally had a chance to do what he wanted to do.



He sat at the empty bench and rested his head at the wooden table in front of him, tapping his hand in a tune of a song he likes the most to distract himself for a while as he waited for the person he misses the most to welcome him home.



A sudden ring of a phone was heard distracting him from his daydream. He quickly fished the device out from his jacket pocket to answer it, not even bothering to look at the number calling him.



“Hello?”



There was a short silence on the other line before someone started answering.



“Umm, hello?” he repeated.



“Oh hey Yunho!” it was his cousin, Changmin who is calling him at the moment.



“Do you know where Jaej-”



Changmin immediately cut him off. “My phone is almost dead so I’ll be quick. Jaejoong told me to tell you that he won’t be able to come home tonight since there is a storm here and you can barely see buses here. We’d probably return in Seoul tomorrow afternoon, maybe.”



Oh.



“He is not replying to my messa-”



But before he could even finish his sentence, his cousin’s phone battery went dead already.



“He didn’t reply to any of my messages.” he muttered to himself, feeling saddened and upset that he won’t be able to spend the night with Jaejoong again. He’s all alone for the fourth time of the week. Letting out a deep sigh, Yunho leaned back at the bench, staring at the moon and stars decorating the heavens. The skies looked perfect for stargazing with someone; unfortunately he doesn’t have anyone to do it with him.



This is going to be a long night once again he thought.



Yunho dragged himself lazily back to their house to prepare his dinner for the night. He’s going to eat alone. Again.



3 days. It has been 3 days since Jaejoong went for Busan for his work. Too busy with what he’s doing, Jaejoong wasn’t able to update Yunho on what he’s doing, what’s happening, where they are or if they change their location or whatsoever to keep him updated.



He misses his Jaejoong so much.



After his dinner, he took a shower and brushed his teeth before going to their shared room. He felt his body aches, and Jaejoong isn’t there to give him his relaxing massages.



He looked at the picture frame at the nightstand beside their bed, it was their picture. He smiled at their youthful face. It has been more than a decade since they were together, leaning back at the headboard of their bed, he reminisce about their earlier days.


++



Ever since they got married, he has never heard Jaejoong told him he loves him, he never heard before, not even a single time, he won’t hear him now and he knows he’s never going to hear him soon, not ever. But despite that, he promised that he won’t stop from loving him. He is still going to take him, want him, love him and take care of him. Yunho is going to do everything because he just loves Jaejoong that much.



From the moment his eyes fell on the student, he felt butteries in his stomach and he didn’t realize that he was smiling. It was the time wherein he was at school 6:30 in the morning, too early since his father told him to go together with him since he had to use their car. He had no choice but to go with his dad instead of commuting. And there he was, sitting at the school’s garden, waiting for his friends to accompany him. He brought his headphones out from his bag to listen some music to kill his boredom. His eyes admired his surroundings, the tall trees, colorful flowers, and wonderful topiaries. He never had the chance to go at their school garden since he doesn’t usually roam around their school. As he was walking around, mouth agape from admiring the perfectly made topiaries, he suddenly stopped in his tracks. What he was staring intently at was probably more admirable than the topiaries he was admiring just a while back.



“Wow.”



It was the only word left in his vocabulary. He was at loss for words. Yunho removed his headphones, not wanting any distractions as he continued to stare at him. He sat at the grassy area and pulled knee closer to his chest admiring the beauty from afar.



From the peripheral vision of the student who is Yunho currently gawking at, he noticed that someone is looking at his direction. He turned his head to his right to check if he is correct. But as soon as he looked at the direction where Yunho was, the latter immediately looked away, brushing imaginary dirt on his shirt- acting cool like nothing happened. Some students were at the garden as well, and he was thankful for that, so he won’t feel uncomfortable when it’s only the two of them were there.



When he looked back, Jaejoong wasn’t looking at his direction anymore. The latter must have noticed that he was staring at him. Was he too obvious? Feeling nervous, he didn’t stare at him for too long anymore. Just stealing glances, enough to admire his features carefully. He had no idea who this student was. It was the first time he saw him. Yunho had thoughts of approaching him but quickly dismissed the thought because he wasn’t ready yet, he thinks. He didn’t know what to do yet, what to say. He doesn’t want to look stupid in front of him.



Much to his dismay, the student was already leaving with someone else, who he wants to believe he’s just a friend. He wanted to follow where he was going but stopped himself since he didn’t want to look like as if he was a creep.



“I need to see you again pretty boy.”



By the same time as he got at school yesterday, Yunho found himself sitting at the school garden once again, hoping to see the student he wants to see. He waited and waited. And finally, his entire wait was definitely worth it as soon as he saw the student walking towards the school garden.



He brought his book out, pretending that he’s doing something else so that the other student won’t notice that he’s actually ogling him.



There he was again, stealing glances. Peeking at his book that he didn’t notice was actually upside down. A smile of joy lit up his face as he stood up and slowly walked towards again. He wasn’t actually planning on talking to him that day, but his instincts told him that now is the right time. Yunho let out a deep breath as he looked at him once again. And there he was.



He was just sitting there, but he still looked so perfect.



“Hello!” Yunho jumped in front of him that made Jaejoong jerked in the bench he’s sitting at. He held out his hand for a handshake and smiled down at him sweetly. “I’m Jung Yunho.”



Jaejoong looked back at him with a puzzling look and then stared at the man’s outstretched hand. He nod his head as a response and offered his hand for a handshake. Yunho’s grip at his hand was firm and it seems like he didn’t want to let Jaejoong go.



Noticing the look of discomfort drawn on Jaejoong’s face, Yunho immediately let go of his hand and quickly apologized to him. He should have let himself be ready he thought. That was such a weird move. He promised to himself that he’ll compose himself more the next time he’ll face him.



The student didn’t say anything and just went back on what he was doing, ignoring Yunho completely.



“Um…”



Jaejoong looked at him with poker face.



“What’s your course?” Yunho asked, scratching the back of his head.



It wasn’t really a good start but he thinks it’s a conversation starter. Unfortunately it wasn’t. The student just pointed at his I.D. lanyard that read “College of Fine Arts”. His eyes found its way on his I.D. Now he knows his name.



Kim Jaejoong



There was an awkward silence between them. He was incredibly quiet. He didn’t even introduce himself.



Just when he was about to say something, Jaejoong stood up, bowed in front of him and then walked his way out of the garden.



Yunho pouted, clutching the straps of his bag. “Was I that bad?” he asked himself.



“Yes you were.”



A voice surprised him from behind, the owner of it sat beside him as he playfully slap his chest.



“Yoochun! You scared me.”



His friend just gave him a shrug and leaned back at the bench, stretching his arms as he gave Yunho a teasing smile.



“When did you get here? I thought you said you were still on your way.”



“I got here when you introduced yourself to Jaejoong.”



Yunho rolled his eyes at his friend, not wanting to remember how stupid he looked in front of his crush.



“Wait How did you know him?”



“Well, everyone in the school knows him. Guess you’re the only one who’s not. And, seriously what was that? You turned putty in front of him. Man up dude!”



Yoochun was laughing his ass out at his friend but stopped when Yunho threw him a deathly glare. You know you should stop when Yunho already has that look. No one wants an angry Yunho.



“He didn’t talk to me. He didn’t say anything. How am I suppose to get closer to him?”



“You don’t know, do you?”



“Don’t know what?” Yunho asked, eyebrows furrowing in uncertainty. “What am I suppose to know?”



“He’s deaf and mute. Well, not entirely deaf since he can still hear a little.”



Yunho just stared at his friend. His words were still sinking in. How come he didn’t notice?



“I don’t know anything about sign language.” admitted Yunho, feeling dejected. His dreams of becoming closer to his crush just crashed. Maybe, staring at him is the only thing he can do.



“I know a little.” Yoochun answered.



Yunho scooted closer to him and clasped his hands, “Teach me please Yoochun.”



Yoochun smirked, his eyebrows wriggling. Yunho grunted, knowing what these actions meant, the smirk and wriggling of eyebrows.



“You have to treat me-”



“Okay fine! I’ll treat you!”



Yoochun’s mouth went agape and shook his best friend by his shoulders. “Wow! My stingy friend is going to treat me.”



“Stop.”



“Kim Jaejoong got you wrapped around his finger so fast!”



Yunho felt himself blushing at the mention of his crush’s name. He massaged his forehead and tried to hide his smile.



“Oh, God this is bad.” muttered Yoochun. “You’re blushing like a girl. Kim Jaejoong! I want my old best friend back.”



“I can’t help it.” his smile growing wider and his face redder. He had never felt this before. “There’s something about that’s just so…”



“Yeah, I know that.” Yoochun cut him off.



“Do you like him too?” asked Yunho, sounding possessive according to his friend. “Don’t tell me…”



“Why? Are you jealous Jung? Don’t worry, I don’t like him that way, I’ve heard that at several students already, so yeah.”



“I’m glad that I finally have something to look forward to when I’m in school.” stated Yunho, as let out a chuckle. “I won’t get lazy at waking up every morning anymore.”



“Aren’t you to looking forward at meeting me?”



Yunho shook at his friend and stood up. “Come on. Let’s go at our class room already.”



His best friend glanced at his watched. “It’s too early. Why can’t you just tell me that you want to see Jaejoong again?”



“I was trying to be subtle.”



“Try harder, dude. You’re bad at it.”



“Teach me then.” laughed Yunho. “You’re the expert.”



The both of them went to their room, after half an hour of searching for Jaejoong. Sadly they didn’t see him again. At their room, Yoochun started teaching Yunho some greetings in sign language.



“Are you sure about that?” Yunho asked him, repeating the sign Yoochun just ask him to repeat. “Maybe you’re tricking me. This hand sign may be bad or something else that he might get mad at me.”



“Ouch man. You don’t trust me? Come on, I’m sure about this. Now just shut up and just do what I am asking you to do.”



“Okay, fine.”



“Trust me. After this, you’ll know how to strike a conversation with him.”



And Yunho just hoped for the best.



After his lunch time, he went to the library to study for their quiz tomorrow. As he was waiting for his best friend, he spotted someone familiar in the left corner of the library. Who else could it be? It’s Jaejoong, of course.



He tried to remember first what he had learned a while ago before he approached him. He stood beside the table and greeted him.



Hello


Jaejoong did some signs he wasn’t able to understand. He opened his bag and took a small whiteboard, a marker and an eraser. He write something at the board and showed it to him.









I’m sorry, I only know a little sign language. So, I didn’t really understand what you just told me.









Jaejoong nodded and asked Yunho for the whiteboard and the marker.









What I was trying to say is that, I didn’t know you can do a sign language.









After writing, he showed it to Yunho.








My friend taught me just a while ago.



What made you want to learn doing dome sign language?









Yunho thought for a moment. He can’t just simply say, “Oh, I’m learning it because I like you.” No. Just no.









I just think it’s interesting thing to learn.



It’ll be hard.



I think so too.









Jaejoong didn’t know, but he felt comfortable talking to him in that way. Yunho didn’t even notice that Yoochun was there already. The two of them were lost in their own world. Yunho was thankful that they needed that in one of their subjects, so that he can communicate with his crush in that way since he only knows a little sign language.



A few minutes later, Jaejoong shifted in his seat, fanning himself a little.









Are we allowed to adjust the temperature of the air conditioner?



No need for it, I am much cooler than that.









Jaejoong laughed at his answer, covering his mouth with his hand. And Yunho thought he just saw one of the 7th wonders of the world. It may sound corny, but Yunho swears that the way Jaejoong laughs makes him want to stare at him all day.



All they did the entire afternoon was to talk anything under the sun. Yunho tried to make their conversation longer by asking weird questions. He was that desperate.








It was nice meeting you, Yunho.








Yunho fight himself not to blush at those words, but he knows he failed. He just wished that Jaejoong didn’t notice it.








It was nice meeting you too Kim Jaejoong.













++









Every night, before going to sleep, Yunho would always study the book he bought about sign language – trying to remember what he learned during the previous nights. He already got the basics like the alphabet, hello, I’m sorry, excuse me, goodbye, please and a lot more. Admittedly, it was hard. He really had a hard time memorizing all those. But the persistent student never gave up. He continued studying about it even if he only had a few hours left for his sleeping time. And during weekends he will still study about it. He did all those because of Kim Jaejoong. He wanted to understand him better. He wanted to be closer to him.



As days and months went by, the two of them eventually became friends. He wasn’t really cold as he thought he was like, in fact he was a really warm person. Once you become closer to him, he’ll start to open up with you more. He actually taught Yunho sign languages as well. Yunho learned a lot of things about him, that he cooks well, he writes poems and lyrics and he’s actually a straight A student. Learning all those about him just made Yunho fall for him more. Jaejoong had everything someone could ever ask for; beauty and his lovable personality.



Yunho didn’t want to confess yet. It’ll be too fast, they just started becoming close, and he doesn’t want to ruin their friendship. Thoughts of Jaejoong rejecting him also scared him. So as of this time, being close to him is fine. He’ll wait for the right time.



One fine afternoon while they’re at the garden just talking about random things like the usual, Yunho had no idea why he accidentally told Jaejoong he likes him not just a friend, but into something else.



Yunho you don’t know what you’re saying.





Jaejoong’s hands trembled as he faced Yunho with tears starting to blur his vision. He didn’t know why there were tears but it just happened. Yunho ran up to him right away as he dried his tears with his thumb. The feel of Yunho’s soft hands against his face is comforting.



Of course I know what I’m saying. Jaejoong, I love you.





Yunho wrapped his arms around Jaejoong’s neck to comfort him but the latter quickly pulled away and looked at him – his eyes overflowing with tears.



You’ll get tired of me. I’ll be a burden to you.



No Jaejoong I won’t! I won’t get tired of you!





Yunho shouted, knowing that Jaejoong can hear him a little.



You’ll just say that in the beginning, but as time goes by you’ll get tired of me.



Is that how you see me as?





Jaejoong wanted to answer ‘yes’ but deep inside he knows that Yunho isn’t that kind of person. He has been with the man for about a year or so already, and he’s not like that. He knows the man can treat him well, he can see it how he is being treated at this time. But his insecurities are stopping him.



Admit it. You’ve fallen for me already, right?





For a moment, Jaejoong was too startled to do anything but stand there. Yunho’s question made him feel nervous. Why would he? Was the man right? Does he feel the same way too? He looked away and slowly walked backwards, shaking his head. He didn’t answer his question making Yunho continue what he wanted to say.



I know it. I can feel it, Jaejoong.





Yunho continued. He knows he shouldn’t be like this, but it’s now or never, he wanted to let the man he loves the most that he cares for him a lot.



I know you feel the same way about me.





You’re so full of yourself, Yunho.





Jaejoong answered back, pointing a finger at him. Some students were already staring at them, but the two didn’t care at all the attention they are getting.



Maybe I am, but I’m just telling the truth.






Jaejoong didn’t say anything anymore; he just stood there crying silently. Yunho approached him and wrapped his arms around Jaejoong, caressing his back.



Believe me when I say I love you and I’ll take care of you. Jaejoong I promise you I won’t get tired of you. I won’t ever get tired of you because I love you so much.





Yunho felt Jaejoong hugging him back with the same intensity he is giving him. He planted a soft kiss on the man’s temple. He looked at him in his intently, brushing his tears away again.



I love you Jaejoong.




I love you too Yunho.









++








Yunho smiled at the memory of their past. It made his heart flutter whenever he is reminiscing about it. Everything about Jaejoong makes his heart jump around. He just falls for him even more each passing day.



He closed his eyes and drifted himself off to sleep, looking forward to have Jaejoong in his arms again.









++








Morning sunlight streamed in through their windows causing him to open his eyes.



A large pair of big eyes greeted him, and a lovely face smiling at him. He held him in his waist and pulled him closer to him, their lips touching.



What time did you arrive?



I arrived 30 minutes ago.




Jaejoong cupped his husband’s cheeks, giving him an Eskimo kiss.



I missed you baby.



I miss you too Jaejoong.





The latter sat up and pulled Yunho to make him sit.



I’m sorry I wasn’t able to reply to your messages.



No, it was fine.



No, it’s not. I made you worried, didn’t I?






Jaejoong pouted, still saying sorry to his husband. He draped his arms round his husband’s neck and showered him kisses on his cheeks.



Aren’t you getting tired of me?





Yunho sighed at the question. Oh this question, not again. He always hears this question from him.



Jaejoong, you’ve been asking me that for 15 years already. From the moment you became my boyfriend and we got married.





But…



No buts Jaejoong.





Yunho pulled Jaejoong closer to him and made him sit on his lap, burying his face on the latter’s chest.



I’ve told you several times already that I won’t get tired of you.





Jaejoong sighed. How can someone be so perfect he thought to himself. He feels the luckiest man in the world because Yunho is his.



Jung Yunho, I love you so much. I love you.





Yunho might have never heard his husband say “I love you” to him, but deep inside, he knows that this person he is with loves him just as much as he does.









END

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A/Ns:

→ the italic words are expressed in sign language since Jaejoong is mute and that’s how Yunho communicates with him.

→ this story was inspired by a commercial here in my country

→ thank you so much for reading! ♥ let me know your thoughts *u*

 
 
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